Busy dan sangat penat berada di hospital untul 5 hari berturut-turut occay!!!!!
6 years ago
Boring Jake
Oh my glee! Busy gile semalam sampai tak sempat nak update blog! Rasa tak puas hati sebab ni kan diari hidupku gitu. Ok semalam busy gile sebab banyak koje merayap. Met 2 of my soulmates di Mid Valley. Aku sampai dulu, dwang sampai lambat dan ada hati nak angkut aku pergi WangsaWalk. Harap maaf ye. Ko cari la parking sampai dapat!! Apa pun aku puas hati sebab kami lepak di MV saja.
Dah datang mesti lah tengok wayang kan kan kan! Sebelum tu makan dulu emmmm kat mana yek? Lupa ar... Emmm oh ya! Makan kat Secret Recipe sambel bergossip tak hengat la ye. Apa pun miss those moments, sebab susah la nak jumpa, memasing kerja.
Lepas kenyang, kami gi tengok wayang, Prince of Persia yang amat lah membosankan, aku terlelap dua kali!
Sumpah kau membosankan!!! Lepas tengok wayang, pergi hantar Shawn ke kedai bunga di Pasar Seni (yang aku tak nak sangat jejak, takot!) then lepas tu pergi balik ke MV sebab nak beli baju untuk interview. Grab a new shirt from G2000 and a skinny work pants from Topman. Oh pasal interview, hmmmmmm nanti la citer.
all photos are from flickr.
Freaky Tuesday.
When I woke up this morning I thought it was going to be a rubbish worry day but luckily it turned in to a good day. I did my five deep breaths before leaving the house and I am writing this entry with anticipation. Mengharap gitu! Hehe. Of what? Oh well, ade laaaaa! Rahsia! Oh, I had Burger Kings, Double Whooper for dinner. Gile bab besar burger itu ok! I tot kecik aje! Besar gile okeh!!
Neways, you people buat apa hari ni? My day started of late (my 'start' I mean time aku keluar rumah, tsk tsk). Keluar rumah pukul 3.00pm and reached Shah Alam at 3.40. Macam biasa la gune DUKE yang sangat ku sayang itu! Best! Sampai aje, teros pergi Sec 2 sebab nak print a lil something to show Dr D. Suke la CC Mutiara tu. Banyak memori kat CC tu.. Time tak ada PC dlu, kat situ la buat assignment! All the A's, B's and.. err.. a very little amount of C's (ehem), print kat situ la. Sob sob. Kat situ juga mula rapat dengan my soulmates. Sob sob lagi.
So anyways, lepas tu teros sms Dr D and he asked me to come over immediately. Naseb baik aku dah sampai ke Shah Alam time itu ya. Buatnya masa tu kat rumah lagi, tak ke nayo!? Isk isk. Then teros parking kat DSB and went to 13th Floor. Seremmmmm lah sebab tak ada orang. Lupaa yang sekarang cuti semester. Itu pun Dr D yang ingatkan bila aku tanya dia 'Dr. takde kelas ke?'. Hehe. Agak malu di situ!
Thesis, thesis jugak, tapi I haven't done anything for my Thursday's interview ni. Aku tahu dah apa nak buat, cuma not in PowerPoint lagi. Ok esok malam lah buat. Fuhhhhhh takott!!!!!!
I just can’t believe another week has gone by so fast and it is nearly Friday already. Pastu dah balik kampung! Tak sabar nak peluk ibu dan ayah! :)
Trip.
I felt good today. Tak tahu nak cakap but I felt good.
Lepas tu pergi beli DVD player and balik rumah layan DVD.
Oh lala what a busy day.
Let go.
“A sad thing in life is that sometimes you meet someone who means a
lot to you only to find out in the end that it was never bound to be
and you just have to let go.”
Ted
O KL lala!
Hello KL! Omg penat kot drive semalam. Nasib baik it's Friday and all of my favvie channels ada club songs! Pergghhhhhh memang layan la semalam! Serious best gile! Walaupun ada few incidents yang aku cuak gile esp bile kereta dari belakang sangat laju, terkejut gile aku nak change lane pun terketar. Omg. Macam mana dwang leh bawak kereta selaju itu ek? Apa pun semalam memang best gile dapat clubbing dalam kete. So hari ni nak download lagu clubs bebanyak sebagai bekalan huhu.
I'll be staying in KL for a week sebab nak settlekan hal thesis (bukak file tapi tak buat apa-apa), oh yeah, that reminds me, I nak pergi carik a new bag utk interview Khamis neh :)
Annoying dickhead.
Hello! Sekarang aku berada di lecture room yang sangat sejuk! While I was on my way here, I listened to Hitz.FM and apparently ada satu insiden yang sangat best berlaku dalam radio. Ada caller called up pastu merepek pasal apa ntah and then tetibee la kan masuk bab blogging. He claimed that blogger are people who seek attention. Vavava......... Rasa nak terpelanting sekejap dengar mamat tu cakap cenggitu ek. Tapi when to think of it, adakah ia betul?
Bagi aku, seek attention atau tidak, it depends on situations juga. I can't say that I despise attenting. Who does? Orang yang cakap dia tak nak perhatian itu lah sebenarnnya manusia yang sangat mencari perhatian OK! But to go around and point fingers to a random someone and shout; "you are an attention seeker!" would sound rather oblivious and stupid. I mean, ske hati orang tu lah nak buat apa dengan life dia. If he/she decides to parade his/her under garments sekalipun, thats his/her freedom. Kalau kau tak suka, apa kes kau nak melangut kat blog dia!? You know what I mean?
Honestly, this is the way that it has been passed through generations in our culture. Maybe this is the main reason why we are in the middle list of countries for lack unity, poverty, and war (political war that is). When the youth, with fresh and new imagination, are not allowed to share what is on their minds, the doors to any communication remains closed.
I do understand that no one can change the way things have been over night, but at least to recognize this as a problem by itself is a major step in bringing this gap closer. The list of reasons that why and how we are where we are is a subject of discussion at some other point. Biarlah orang lain nak buat apa pun! If it's wrong, then they have to pay the consequences lah. Who are you in the right mind to say that bloggers are annoying and shit?
Only you have the power to offer this opportunity to the young minds and to become a base for a strong society. Honest and mutual respect now is much more important in building a strong community for our future generations than saving the heritage and the ways of thousands of years ago which is irrelevant today. This is what I had to say, I hope you were listening. This is serious occay! Don't so kampung and bossy!
Oh yes, and one more thing...
As far as I'm concerned, YOU ARE ANNOYING, DICKHEAD CALLER!
‘Postgraduate Study – is it for you?’
Oh lala! Diam tak diam, semester pertama aku pun nak berakhir. Tapi aku tak rasa macam belajar sangat pun. I mean if you assume 'study' is going to class in the morning and finish late in the evening, then that's not my situation. Itu yang seronoknya kalau buat Masters in Research. The hassle is not there.
The only hassle is to convince yourself that your study is worth a research. That it is problematic and research-able. Or, worst, you have a grumpy old supervisor that kept rejecting your study's proposal. Adoi. itu lagi la menyakitkan hati. As for me, alhamdulillah my thesis supervisor is nothing near that. Kalau PM. D macam itu, omg.. tak tahu camne nak cakap.
I am so happy sebab thesis dah nak siap and I can talk with PM. D on the dates of my viva. I hope it's really soon. I also need to call the CGS of UPM sebab I am planning to do my PHD there. Tapi tengok dulu la macam mana kan. UKM? UiTM? UPM? People say that I need to do one thing at a time but if I can handle it, then that's nobodies business la kan? Lagipun aku dah penat nak samakan diri aku dengan orang lain. Yes, my handwriting is not so nice but that's because I do my work mainly on laptop. Oh gosh. Malas nak fikir pasal orang occay!
So I'll be on my way to KL later at night sebab ada lecture malam. Well, this is my last month there since, omg I am so busy with stuff and I had to let go of that 'side-income'. Oh well, insya-Allah rezeki ada dimana-mana kan? Pergi KL ni aku ada interview with SEGi College. Well, story about that later lah!
Till then, love you peeps!
Moving in.
‘Moving house is not stressful if you stay at the office while the move is happening’
Duhhh! As if that's the real situation!
Think back to the last time you moved house. How was it for you?
Everyone knows that moving house is stressful. It might not be quite as terrifying as the girl in the image is making out, I just really wanted to use that picture, but it definitely ranks in most peoples top five most stressful things you can do in life.
Finally aku dah pindahkan semua barang aku. Nasib baik la ada JengJeng and Bam. They helped me a lot with all the stuff and the most important thing is, barang-barang aku adalah selamat! Hip hip horey! Bukan apa, I am very particular with the condition of my belongings. Tak nak calar, ape lagi koyak, raban dan sewaktu dengannya occay! So kudos to them! Worth the belanja makan (",)
Aku faham the fact that when moving house you need an experienced and reliable moving home company to take charge of your valued possessions. The removals companies below are extremely well established and can cater for all your moving home needs and moving house can be time taking and stressful. For this reason, it is worth hiring a professional moving company that will organize and plan your removal well. Masalahnya, dengan geo-location aku sekarang ini, that would be impossible! Apa pun I am lucky to have both if my students to help me with all of those stuff.
And now my house is half done. Dapur belum lagi laa sebab cuti sekolah ni I will be headed to Ikea, nak beli few things untuk dapur. How ironic that the kitchen appliances section sangat TIDAK PERLU pada aku pada suatu waktu (",). And now, I am in dire needs of it! Seriously sakit jiwa tengok dapur yang kosong since my bedroom was lalallaa and the living room is vavavooom! So yes, Ikea will be expecting my visit(s) of next week.
Oh yes, despite of all the things happened in my life, I have decided to be a full time blogger and earn a lot of money out of it. So yes, that's it!
Ted
Important decisions.
Everybody makes mistake. I did. Everyone did. But I guess, what's important is that we learn from it and move on and be a better person. But is falling in love categorized as a mistake as well?
So you’ve met the man of your dreams, and he’s everything you ever imagined your prince charming to be. There’s nothing you would even dare to think about changing in him! Well… except for the inappropriate comments around your friends, lack of a good shave and bewilderment as to who Hugo Boss is. But those are just “things” you keep reminding yourself, and aside from those few minor flaws he’s perfect! And one day, he said, he fell in love with someone else and he is leaving.
What do you do?
a) Menangis
b) Hit him
c) Kill him
... Ok.. Killing wouldn't change anything but I guess crying would. So cry. Menangislah sepuasnya sebab memang tak salah. Sedih lah sebab memang ditinggalkan itu menyedihkan, but don't cry and be sad for too long. Wake up and move on with our life. The thing about being in love is, we feel perfect, but the truth is, we are leading ourselves into a very vulnerable condition. Being dumped is really usual if you come to think of it. And we can't really do anything about it.
I am happy man right now. I have a great lover whom I love so very much. I never fall in love as hard as I am. But I've been in relationship for some time and I completely understand what my KB is going through. I've been there, done that. Itu semua menjadikan ted lebih matang dalam perhubungan. Ted belajar untuk lebih relaks dan lebih terbuka. Tiada lagi sikap buruk sangka.Love is a very important concept to me. For the longest time I wasn’t quite sure how I could define it.
This is going to be a very short post, because here is the plain and simple truth:
You cannot define love.
It is different for everyone and everyone displays their love and affection and care in different ways.
Spoiler.
I received a letter from one of my credit card company today. I am so going to cut all of em and use only 1!
Life lesson!
Ted
Al-Fatihah...
What a sad, sad day it today.
Tok telah kembali ke rahmatullah at 5.00 am today
:'(
Al-Fatihah.
Ted
Are you serious?
Stupid things are in.
Seriously though. The most outrageously, stupid things are everywhere. Stupid commercials. Stupid videos. Stupid people. You know how you question the stupid person in your office and ask yourself over and over, “Really, really, really? Are you kidding me?” People question people all the time. It is a way of life. Lately I’ve been hearing a lot of talk about me and everything about me being criticized. What the F is wrong with you people?
Can't you accept that some people worked their ass off to do better than other people. It doesn't fall from the sky or anything. I was so mad today. I ni bukan jenis yang begitu socialize with people. I am not into socializing events such as kenduri-kendara ke apa ke. I'm just not into it. One of the reason is because I hate it when people ask me the same old question - bila nak kahwin? Duit tak cukup lagi ke? Bla bla bla! Another reason is, I do not like stupid conversations such as how sexy is the awek next to us, stressing that the building is so tall and actually waved to anoy people when we use elevators and such. Adooi! Tak reti la aku nak melayan!
I'm not saying that I am a high profile person or anything, it's just my preferences. If you want to talk, then talk maturedly lah. Aku tak nak geng dengan orang yang tekan semua tingkat masa naik lif! WTF is that? Adoi again. And one more thing, when I decided to participate in a social events, for sure aku TAK NAK jadi cameraman ke, bell boy ke apetah lagi bidang terjun! Memangg takkkkkkk la kannn for all those things! So, bile orang yang sepatutnya buat kerja tu tak datang and you have to sub it to other people, definitely I'm not going to be doing it! Memang takkkkk la kan! (sekali lagi). I am done with giving people a break! I'll give myself a break. I'll be good at my job and what's not mine, is none of my concern la kan!
Pffttt! I just don't understand lah with these kind of people! No future, no nothing! All they know is giving orders and kiss asses! Usaha takde tapi nak membodek je kerja *tetiba masuk topik lain. Oh no, ini mesti kena cakap in a new post, about monitoring subordinates. Perlu ke kau nak monitor aku? I'm doing my Masters, alone and my thesis supervisor pun tak monitor aku macam kau monitor aku!
Kesimpulannya, kalau Prof Madya yang sangat hebat tu pun boleh biarkan aku independently do my own thing, yang kau cikgu biasa dan bergaji starting seorang pensyarah muda tu nak monitor aku seboleh-bolehnya tu untuk apa! Kau dah kenapa!!??? Kau ingat aku nak jadi cikgu sampai tua ke yang kau nak monitor aku tu?
Tak perlu occcayyyyyyyy!!! I'm out by Jan next year dumbass!
Ted
A tribute to YAM.
Kekasih kita selalunya untuk ditayang-tayang, bukan?
A relationship breakup (or otherwise simply known as a breakup) refers to the ending of a relationship, typically a romantic one. A breakup can vary between emotionally traumatic to consensual for those involved, especially if romantic love is involved.
I just put the words from the wiki above for the people who haven’t experience a break up or love life. So talking about break up the first things that comes into our mind is the aftermaths of that. As we have seen in these years our film industry has been the regular source of pasting the everlasting images of the side effects of this common phenomenon (in recent years it has evolved as a status signature) called break up.
Can we fully go by the film? Nak nak filem David Teo yang macam gampang tu kan? Lagi la tak boleh harap. Let alone Ahmad Idham. Kalau yang bagus pun, from Yasmin Ahmad. Do the present generation think the same way as the movies..do they bleed inside when a break up really happens and do all sorts of this nonsense stuff shown in movies?.
From my point of view, a break up happens when the people involved in the relationship feels uncomfortable or insecure the way they move forward along with each other. They are no more able to come into an agreement in views and ideas.Putting up smiling faces when both of them know they are not required for each other. I beleive that break up happens for good since there is no point continuing in the current state without mentally in sync. So when you feel you cant handle it anymore, JUST BREAK UP. Senang kan?
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Wait, kalau break-up tu senang, kenapa ada kes bunuh diri sebab tak sanggup ditinggalkan? Kenapa sampai bertetak mengungkit balik benda-benda yang pernah dikongsi bersama. Kalau berpisah tu senang, kenapa sampai ada yang ambil keputusan sampai tak nak kahwin-kahwin!? (melainkan dia SESUATU, itu sengaja tak nak kahwin la kan?).
Ted’s Point Of View
Come on you people. Hidup ni memang susah. Tapi ia adil. Setiap yang berlaku tu mesti ada sebab. Tuhan tak jadikan sesuatu tu berlaku saja-saja je, takde sebab. Mesti ada hikmahnya. Dan untuk kita sebagai manusia, meratap hiba, sedih pilu untuk orang yang tak sayang pada kita, untuk apa? What for?. Apa gunanya?
Everything happened for good. Imagine if you continued the relationship and it reached up to marriage. If something like this happens after marriage? What will be your situation then? What big impact it gonna make into you life? How it will ruin your life? So when a break up happens before marriage..always take that in the right spirit and move on. OK, kalau PLU tak ada lah konsep kahwin, tapi macam mana kalau lepas tu, beli rumah sama-sama, beli kereta sama-sama; kongsi-kongsi bayar. Macam mana nak settle? Nak belah dua kete? Nak belah dua rumah?
Toksah temberang aku lah, time sayang, semuaaaaaa orang sanggup buat apa saja. Duit dan masa tu rasa murah sangat! Macam tu je dibazirkan, atas sebab apa? SAYANG. Tapi time gaduh, 10sen pun mengungkit. Itu senario biasa, tak kira hetero atau homo. Semua sama. Tapi you guys ada pilihan untuk jadi orang yang tidak overly react when it comes to break up. Relax lah. Semua perhubungan memerlukan duit dan akan mengorbankan duit. Jadi jangan bangkitkan soal berapa banyak duit pernah keluar kat ex kita. Kalau nak couple tapi tak nak keluar duit, couple dengan lembu. Rumput pun free (tapi kalau dia kena penyakit lembu gila, tak gila kau nak kuar duit pergi jumpa vet?).
Sebagai orang yang berpendidikan tinggi (atau ada sifat logik yang mampan), fikir lah. Always think you are the best.. So if you broke up, your partner is also gonna loose a good person like you…He/she is the loser…NOT YOU..Think that god saved you from a disaster. Take it in that way and move on and on. Life has more in store for you. Banyak lagi benda menarik dan ramaiiiiiiiiiiiii lagi orang yang menunggu di luar sana. Nak yang macam mana? Pendek, gemok, Semua ada. Have some pride in ourselves.
Jangan buang masa untuk orang yang tidak hargai kita. Move on!
Teddy
My breathe.
As I expected, today is so busy, I hardly can catch my breathe. I nearly declined the bowling invitation but as we are playing at Danga City Mall, which according to my friends, is burp away from OCJB, I guess, it will be a show then.
Eventhough I may not socialize with such activities, but I guess, giving myself a break isn't that bad aite? So how's your work? My not all that bad eventhough ada student tak tahu format Formal Letter. They questioned me on kenapa ada numbering 2, 3 dan 4 dalam karangan itu. OMG. Tak tahu nak cakap camne dah. Was it my fault people! Duhh! Kekadang, this students really get on my nerves tau! Dulu, in my early days of teaching (which was approximately 1 year ago), I layan kan jugak. Tapi kalau dah form 5 tapi tak tahu then I have nothing to say but... tutttttttttttttt!
Ted
Urghhhhhhhhhh!
I have no mood to even start again on my thesis. I was exhausted. No, I'm not complaining, I am just tired. I know I shoudln't but I'm feeling the stress already, and I have only 1 month before applying for my PHD. In order to apply for that I need to first submit my masters to my supervisor.
So, no I do not need more pressure. Thank you.
Selamat Hari Ibu!
Yay! Happy Mothers Day! But somehow, we didn’t know this until we opened up our Facebook account where all the wall post were sending out Mothers Day messages. Tsk tsk tsk. I'm sorry but I've been so busy with work and lecturing and study.
But me and my brother managed to go to Jakel and bought something nice for ibu. Yes, it's nothing big but I love it and I'm sure Ibu will love it too!
P/S - bought a lil somethin' for my sis as well. Hope you'll like it :)
And on this note, here’s a sincere wish to all mothers… Happy Mothers Day!
Ted
[Ted] is bored with work.
So, what’s with talking about work while not at work? Doesn’t work take up enough of your life without talking about it when you’re not there. I don't hate my work but sometimes being a teacher really eats me up! There is too many unnecessary errands are at hands!
I honestly don’t think that there is any job or work, at least in a college student’s life, that is enjoyable. I'll be a lecturer by next year, even that seems to be quite hard I guess. Right now, I’m at work in a nice office with nice cubicle of my own. Even though the office is nice and what I do isn’t all that boring, I still write in my blog. It might be the fact that I have to stay from 8.30 to 2.00 (makes me feel like I’m in 2nd grade or something) that makes me want to vomit sometimes.
I think the way we think about and do work is interesting. Some folks will do whatever they can to avoid work (probably doing more in the avoiding than if they did the working). Some folks work too much and forget to take time for themselves or their families. Some folks are defined by their work.
I work because I need to because I get these things called bills every month. When I say work I mean paid work. There are even multiple definitions for work and I just realized that as I was typing that we might not be on the same page just by me saying work.
I like to be busy. I don’t like sitting around so I try to find stuff to be involved in. I would like to be involved in stuff all the time but not necessarily working all the time. That may not make sense. Let me explain. I have had an odd collection of paid jobs through the years and only 3 of them were positions that I really enjoyed what I was doing. Going to work wasn’t like work because what I did was interesting or fun or I felt like I was contributing to the greater good of society.
Since I don’t know who is reading this I will not elaborate on which 3 jobs I have had that I am talking about. Past and current employers can all think I am talking about their job this way.
Peace!Maybe I’m just a slacker.
Ted
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